On Sunday morning, God showed me a new spirit: the spirit of chaos. It looked like a massive toxic cloud with a big leech face, and teeth. And his fat, poofy arms were twisting these two valves back and forth. Then God told me, “He’s trying to make a nuclear bomb, but he will not prevail. I will protect you. But at some point I will call you out of San Diego.”
I’ve long since realized that God sometimes speaks metaphorically (for instance, He once told me that someone had bought a prostitute, but He was really referencing adultery…plus there was the time I thought my dreams about revival were an actual earthquake), so I don’t think he means an actual nuclear bomb is going to go off in the future. But who knows.
What was really interesting is immediately after I shared that vision with my church, three women came up and confirmed it, saying things like, “as you were speaking I saw God use a nuclear bomb to destroy the foundations of the church.” I don’t really remember what everyone said exactly, but that was what one woman said to me specifically before she went up and said that God was going to destroy the foundations of the church.
In addition to this vision, I shared the one about the unicorn centaur that I had seen the weekend prior. I had planned to share that vision at church last Sunday, but God told me to wait until this one…then lo and behold I’m sharing about two spirits, division and chaos. I don’t believe in coincidences, but I guess we’ll just have to wait and see what God has planned…At least He gave us a warning.
Speaking of my vision about the unicorn centaur, one thing that God REALLY wanted me to emphasize is that entering the throne room is by faith.
What happened was, I was praying, and in my mind’s eye I looked up because God told me, “Come up here!” but I was struggling so hard and I couldn’t figure out how to get up to him again. Then that’s when He said in my ear, “Tell them it’s by faith,” and then I could see the unicorn centaur trying to sever my connection to God again, but it was just whacking his horn against the…I’m going to call it a pipeline or portal…and it kept making a thunk sound. THEN, God put into my mind the Bible verse, “Not by might, nor by power, but by my Spirit saith the Lord.”
I have SOOO much else to share about what God has been revealing to me, and doing in my life, but it’ll have to wait for another post because…it’s just too much. Anyway, keep seeking God and listening for His voice. In the beginning it can seem so subtle, like it’s your own fleeting thoughts, but you’ll be able to hear Him more clearly as your trust in Him grows. Have faith!